Fix You SamxReader Part 6

Fix You
Sam’s Point of View

When you try your best, but you don’t succeed. When you get what you want, but not what you need. When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep. Stuck in reverse

I watched her sob as she told us that she had been seeing her brother, he never talk to her more then call her a liar. She explained that he did that to her arm.
“Why didn’t you tell us, ________” Dean said.
“She told us now, that’s what matters.” Sam said. Her _e/c_ eyes sparkle with happiness even though they were blood shot. She still was adorable as ever.
“Thanks, Sam for forgiving me.” She said, stepping forward, her lips grazed my cheek.

And the tears come streaming down your face. When you lose something that you can’t replace. When you love someone, but it goes to waste. Could it be worse?

We had hit the road at about noon. Not exactly when we wanted to, but I personally think that it was important that we had that conversation. I looked back at her. She had her earbuds in and was staring out the window of the impala. She looked absolutely stunning. With her short brown hair with the blonde streak. I wonder if she saw her brother when she dyed it. She looked up at me.
“What?” She asked with her always-beautiful smile on her face. She toyed with the one earbud.
“Nothing.” I said as I go back to reading on my computer. She goes back to looking out the window. I open up a document that I had made before we left.

Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones and I will try to fix you.

The document consisted of a bunch of articles that I copied and pasted about what might be wrong with her.

And high up above or down below, when you’re too in love to let it go, but you never try you’ll never know. Just what you’re worth.

If she knew what I was up to she would be upset. No more then that furious. In all truth she didn’t want me to know in the first place.  It stung a little bit too. I was in love with her. I would do anything for her, but sometimes it didn’t feel like she had the same feelings.

Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones and I will try to fix you.

I mean she did take a knife for me. She seemed to love me. We got along great, but sometimes she did feel distant and sometimes she acted like she could care less about us.
“Sam, What are you reading?” I heard _________ ask me. I jumped. Shit. What was I suppose to say… She leans forward to read. I reach to close my computer. “Don’t you dare, Sammy.” She snapped at me grabbing my arm. I looked at her face. It went to confused to furious.
“I can explain-” I start.
“What the hell, Sam you think I have some kind of mental disorder now?”
“Indoor voices.” Dean snapped. _______ smacked him on the back of the head.
“We don’t know I mean it is possible-”
“Sam. He. Carved. Into. My. Arm.” She said.
“Maybe you did it yourself, but don’t know it.” I try.

Tears stream down your face. When you lose something you cannot replace. Tears stream down your face and I….

I regretted saying that the moment it left my mouth. I looked at her face. She looked hurt. Heart broken even. She opens her mouth to say something, but instead she puts her earbuds back in her ears. I can even hear her music over Deans. Which means that it is loud.

Tears stream down your face. I promise you I will learn from my mistakes. Tears stream down your face and I….

She doesn’t look at me rest of the way to Delaware, but even when we get there she requested a room for herself. And I simply promised myself that I will make this right.

Light will guide you home and ignite your bones And I will try to fix you.