Demons SamxReader Part 4

Demons

When the days are cold and the cards all fold and the saints we see are all made of gold. When your dreams all fail and the ones we hail are the worst of all and the blood’s run stale.

I woke up next to Sam. His breathing was deep. I sat up and gently touch his face.
“How could you lie to him, like you lied to me.”
“Why are you doing this Link?” I whispered only hoping Sam would stay asleep long enough, so I could find out why I was going crazy.
“Why would you lie to me?”
“To protect you. It wasn’t fair that I got pushed into this life, but you-“ Sam grabbed my waist and he sat up snuggling me from behind. His head rubbing my shoulder.
“Who you talking to you?”

I wanna hide the truth. I wanna shelter you, but with the beast inside. There’s nowhere we can hide. No matter what we breed. We still are made of greed. This is my kingdom come. This is my kingdom come.

“Just thinking out loud.” I said. He suddenly pulled me back down kissing me. I laughed as he gently tickled me.
“There’s the smile I love.” He said kissing my neck.
“I’m going to go take a shower, alright?” I asked softly.
“Yeah okay.” He said with a smile.

When you feel my heat, look into my eyes. It’s where my demons hide. It’s where my demons hide. Don’t get too close. It’s dark inside. It’s where my demons hide. It’s where my demons hide. When the curtain’s call is the last of all. When the lights fade out. All sinners crawl.

I turned of the shower and grabbed my towel and wrapped it around me. I walk out and look at myself in the foggy mirror. I put on tight skinny jeans and a t-shirt that read: Shall we begin with Benedict Cumberbatch on it.
“________!” I heard Dean shout from downstairs.
“What’s up?” I said walking down the stairs.
“Nice shirt.” Sam said.
“Nerds!” Dean shouted at us. I laughed. “Come on we are going on a hunt in Dover, Delaware. If you drive straight through we should be able to make it there in less then a day. 3 odd deaths. We’re thinking Witch Mojo. You coming?”
“Are you okay to go _______?” Sam said.
“Of Course! Why wouldn’t I be?”

So they dug your grave and the masquerade. Will come calling out at the mess you’ve made. Don’t want to let you down, but I am hell bound. Though this is all for you. Don’t want to hide the truth. No matter what we breed we still are made of greed. This is my kingdom come. This is my kingdom come.

I put my duffel bag in the trunk of the Impala. Knowing I would sit in the back I threw my iPod and my pencil and notebook in the back seat. You know what they say every hunter should have a journal you never know when you might learn something new. The boys both got into the front seats. Sam sitting shotgun and Dean driving. I looked next to me. I didn’t see Link. Maybe it was over maybe it was just a short grieving period. I put my headphones on and started listening to music. I slowly drifted asleep.

When you feel my heat, look into my eyes. It’s where my demons hide. It’s where my demons hide. Don’t get to close it’s dark inside. It’s where my demons hide. It’s where my demons hide. They say it’s what you make I say it’s up to fate. It’s woven into my soul. I need to let you go.

It was dark. I spun around to see darkness was all that was around me. I looked down. I was wearing a black dress. I looked up and it was pouring down rain. Things began to clear. I say myself when I was seven, holding hands with Link. We were watching a box be lowered in the ground. My dad was next to a man who I would learn to be Rufus. Who would help me learn about monsters and demons. I looked at my dad.
“You know she understands what happened.” Rufus told my dad.
“I know.”
“You gonna tell the other one.” He said gesturing to my brother and me.
“I don’t think he could handle it.” My dad said.
“Bobby. How do you know she won’t tell him?”
“________’s Not like that. She would do anything for her brother and she will protect him.”
“If you mean she will be a liar to her brother then yes.” I looked behind me to be greeted by my pale brother.
“Link forgive me. What can I do for you to understand that or a better question “What can I do for you to leave me alone.”
“You and Dad burned my bones. I’m not really haunting you. This is all in you subconscious, you know that right?”
“I know.” I said softly.
“You know I was engaged right? I had a perfect life! You could have told me I could have protected myself and my fiancé instead of us both dying. But your foolish pride of keeping me safe didn’t work very well did it?”

Your eyes, they shine so bright. I want to save that light. I can’t escape this now. Unless you show me how. When you feel my heat, look into my eyes. It’s where my demons hide. It’s where my demons hide. Don’t get too close, it’s dark inside. It’s where my demons hide.

I wake up Sam looking at me. His hands on my shoulders.
“We’re going to stay the night in a motel in Akron, Ohio. Are you okay? You were mumbling in your sleep about your brother.” Sam said with worry crossing his face
“Yeah I’m fine!” I said with a fake smile plastered to my face.

It’s where my demons hide.